The unknown

What's going to happen to us after this? Where will we be, and how will we get there? I hope I end up somewhere nice.

I wish

I remember when conversation came easily to me, all I had to worry about was what game to play next.
I remember taking naps in the sun and wishing to have the time to take one now.
I remember the time I thought life couldn't get much harder. I was wrong.
I remember when I hated rain storms, now they are one of the only things that remind me I am alive as I get soaked after standing in it for an hour.
I remember goodnight kisses and stories disappeared after age ten because I was to old.
I remember being a kid and I loved it. I would give anything to be one now because I'm scared to grow up.